I've been fighting this feeling I'm feeling inside
I've been yearning and craving a way I can find
Somebody to love till the day that I die
Somebody to love for my dwindling life
Out Of The LinesYou can’t hear all the words
That still run through my mind
As I spin with the Earth
Falling out of the lines
I can’t colour inside
When there’s so much to see
So I’m damaged by pride
As it colours through me
Still you can’t see the way
That my words want to bleed
Like you can’t see the breaks
That still have yet to be
Gold / FeathersHollow homes with broken dreams
Where fallen angels gather
Where silent sounds and shattered screams
Still hunt for one another
It was a house of heavens own
Where gilded children lay
A place that restless souls called home
Following their final days
But golden skin and feathered backs
Can not of peace restart
With final steps in fiery traps
This place is bound unto their hearts
The PeopleYou let everything fall
Like it’s what you believe
While the writings on walls
You take time not to read
While we’re all standing tall
And we’re lining the streets
You hide out in the stalls
Scared your pockets might bleed
As it all comes around
To the paper you own
With silences sound
The only one that you know
But we’re still speaking out
Though we fall like the snow
We’ll set fire to towns
As our own voices grow
'Cause the people have power
And it won’t ever fade
It just grows every hour
As you feed it with rage
Not a soft spring time shower
It’s a torrential rain `
As bureaucracy cowers
We still fight through the pain
Opening Paragraph - New WIPI always imagined my suicide note would be beautiful and tragic. I thought it would be more than a note, more than a letter, even. I thought it would be a delicately admired piece of literature, like an ancient relic in clumsy hands. The reality of the matter, however, did little more than attract everyone’s attention to just how generic my reasons for wanting to sign out early were. I’d been nothing more than a sheep for my entire life. Following the herd and being pushed this way or that by an unruly bitch. I’d followed the trends and the fads, always hoping that I was trying just enough to enable my constant position under the radar to continue on. Even in trying to kill myself I’d somehow followed the trend, asphyxiation and pills were out, but cutting was in. People were cutting themselves for all kinds of reasons, and I was but a face in the crowd. However, I needed - like a select few did - to go deeper than a cut. I needed to feel it all rushing away; th
PathsYou've been waiting for angels to give you your wings
Simply walking in circles trying to get to a win
Killing all of your trees just to count through the rings
As you struggle to find what it is that you bring
'Cause you want to be special and you want to be more
As you watch those around you stand up just to fall
And the fear's working in from the world to your core
As you carry on forward in an unnoticed war
They all hold your hand till you need it the most
When you're standing on cliffs on the crumbling coasts
As you wonder what came from the words that you wrote
Did they fix all the lives and the hearts that you broke
And your paths crossing over and wandering back
To the over familiar and soul crushing track
Now the sun's coming up but it's coming up black
When you can't find your way the World starts to attack
You've been stumbling, fumbling through worlds in the dark
And all the pages you need are torn up into parts
Now you know all you need is the smallest of sparks
But it sti
ReignGet it beautifully wrong taking it day by day
Swinging free back and forth and I can't find my way
I still can't see the traps 'cause I'm stuck in the haze
Taking baby steps back from the progress I made
And I'm building the walls for my very own cage
So afraid I can't leave but still scared I can't stay
Now they're circling me and I'm stuck in this place
And they're chopping trees down just to get better aim
So I set myself down in the dry of the earth
And I'm asking myself how I'll make this thing worse
I am hearing the sirens like I'm seeing the hearse
As the rain starts to fall and it's feeding my thirst
I can't help but ignore all the things that I've learnt
And although I must go what I've got to do first
As the blood starts to fall and I feel how it hurts
I will douse the whole ground till it's ready to burst
I will take the light out for a forrest of flames
As they all flail their arms searching for who to blame
Because now it's my turn to stand up and take aim
Through the blur
Love is the reasonFor some unknown reason,
love played its cruel game.
Left me alone many times,
with no one to blame.
Love played with my feelings
a little too much
and for some unknown reason,
I became immune to its touch.
After love ran its course,
chewed me up, spat me out,
for some unknown reason,
it left my heart full of doubt.
Because love was so hurtful,
it became a taboo.
Till for some unknown reason,
love brought me to you.
After years of rejection,
finally picked myself up
and for some wonderful reason,
you became my true love.
Poetry by Suzanne karbach &
PerfectAs dark clouds form overhead, bitterness and pain try to take hold
All the while my heart is frozen solid by winter's cold.
But the tenderness of your touch warms my heart
And the love I see in your eyes causes those clouds to part.
The wounds on my arm will close and turn into scars as white as snow.
The blood that ran red will dry up, never again to flow.
This promise I make to you, the one that soothes my pain
I won't spill another drop, and your efforts won't be in vain.
You have suffered by my side
And comforted me each time that I've cried.
Even when my depression doesn't go away
Your support and love are the reasons I stay.
So don't feel useless when words don't help and I don't heal overnight
Because even if my pain lingers, you give me the will to continue this fight.
Never think lightly of what you have done for me
Because without you I would no longer be.
Don't ever forget that I will always be grateful, and that all I need is you
And that when I tell you how perfect you are
Fangirl SonnetShe loved him from the first sight
An unexplainable attraction
A sudden star shining so bright
Her adoration, the sudden reaction
His beauty used to steal her heart
His talent for taking her soul
His entire being, a work of art
He was the other half to her whole
She saw the beauty inside of him
She saw perfection in his flaws
Yet the future for her love looked grim
For her affection, he never saw
In the sea of fans, she's just another
The love she has, he will never discover
With MeFalling to my knees,
I'm calling to my dreams..
You're everything I need,
Wrapped up in front of me.
The same old song
Of days grown long,
But I know I'm strong.
Is it really so wrong-
To want you by my side,
Together to spend our lives?
To ask you on this ride;
That I need you, to survive?
I'm falling to my knees,
I grovel and plead,
Come back; don't leave..
I need you with me.
Another Way To BreakSo it seems you found another reason
to break me yet again
Teach me another lesson
so I don't forget again
You can break me
in every single way
I'll just stare at the ground
and hold you at the end of the day
Because any words will only make it worse
showing you my anger will mean I'm a child
Bottle it up as long as I can
when you leave, let it run wild
I'll smile as soon as you come home
act like nothing's wrong
Wipe the tears from my face
"I was just sitting here all along."
Then you'll sit down like you always do
and go on with your time
Why should you ask if I'm okay?
You weren't here to see me cry
Running Scared.I didn't think I was good enough
And even told you so
And you listened in your kindness
As I let my feelings flow
In all my faults and through my fears
I never thought I'd find
Someone like you to love me so-
For you're so truthful and so kind
That's why I was running scared:
From my faults, you need no harm
But when I reached the end I saw
That I'd run straight into your arms...