Perfection

I can't keep up with perfection
I want to jump and close my eyes
But I'm chained by my obsession
I know without it I could fly

If this is how it feels to be afraid
If this is what I'm meant to be
Letting all time slip away
While trying to be what I should be

I won't become the pure perfection
I'm getting caught out in the rain
Only worsened by reflections
Of a lost life and its remains